How are you my friend?  Where is your mind at today?  I hope you are at peace right now.  You are very special...you remind me of me, but in your case I've already made choices and is living them out.  I'm married and I remember feeling the way you are before I got married.  I can tell you that time...time...will fall into your hands if you just let God guide it.  Even when something look good you want to  jump fast, just remember you are precious and you want your next to be your last then time....time....will aline itself for you.